What If I would be a superhero? Then I would be the short-tempered superhero!

One cold evening at about 11:00, I went outside wearing only my peejeays and my black Beatle T-shirt. My body and soul is full of anger and my blood is pumping through in my brain. There was an urge, a very bad urge. I got high with hatred and mistrust, I am standing in a cold snow-filled neighborhood waiting for someone to come. Someone who wasted my patience.

I admit I have a very short temper.

When my patience has been burnt out, that is the time when everything in me is starting to acknowledge the presence of hate, of unforgiveness, of an attempt to summon the spirits that are waiting to be called and maybe the urge to inflict pain to someone who deserved to receive the wrath coming from within me.

My patience is not that long anymore. Little by little it got consumed by an energy that I, myself didn’t knew where it came from. Maybe all the pains that I have suffered in this world have been the source of why that patience is no longer recognized by mind.

My anger seems to burst so fast and I couldn’t control it. My heart is pumping with so much blood that my body couldn’t even handle, but I am surprised, when it reaches my brain, there is a decision to end the anger by an urge to inflict pain to someone who is worthy to receive it.

Yet I am not a shitheaded animal. I maybe an asshole in my own right, but I will never ever do crazy things that would put me in incarceration. I could still think and use my brain to decide what is good and what is evil, it’s just like a spur of the moment!

Through this journal, I can manage and control whatever evil is living inside me. As long as I am in control, no one  is ever gonna get hurt…

I got spawned, that is what I felt right now. I  don’t like it when I get mad! It’s not safe for everybody and it is not safe for me as well. I am not your typical superhero.

{note: This is a work of fiction. My imagination just stimulated my brain to do it… any resemblance from real events, is purely coincidental.}